Thursday, August 23, 2007

Korean MTV Chick!


Just received this photo not long ago, KOREA MALI! This is my Korean MTV Chick! LoL **inside joke**... i swear she looks better in person! You confirm can't get your eyes off her wan...!! LoL... the rest of the guys are JEALOUS coz' she oni asked to take a solo pic wif MEEEEEEE! MUAHAHAHAHA....

Anywayz, I'll be going off to Star Cruises for work. I'm not sure how long its gonna take and I'm not sure when I'll be back. But one thing's for sure... I won't be blogging, coz' the ship no internet (actually got, but daaaaamn slow wan). So wait till I get back first lah, then I'll start posting agian. Possibly show u guys some pics from Star Cruises. =)

Before I go, I leave u guys with yet another quote laaa...

Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours.
- Ayn Rand

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


WAHLAU... been damn busy in the office past few days, hardly have time for myself! =p Haven't even gotten the pics that were taken last weekend in bambo9 during Lisha's farewell! =p

So today i was digging through some old pics, and decided to post up a bit on my miniature modelling hobby. =p

What i'm gonna show you is a model I found lying around for like, forever! =p Its a very very old piece which I had done ages and ages ago when I was much younger (and i sucked back then!) so the paintjob is very very bad. =p

The paintjob as you can see is very uneven. =p This is an old school Mini Cooper.

So now you have an old ugly car... what exactly do you do with it?? Colour it all over again? Too much of a hasstle... that would mean i'd hav to tear the car apart, and sand down everything to be repainted again. MAFAN MAN! I might risk breaking the more delicate pieces also summore...

So i thought and i thought... and it finally hit me...!!


What better way to hide an ugly paintjob than under DIRT!!! LoL...


So the dirt actually managed to cover the uneven paint job very very well... Tamiya Weathering Master is a very good tool indeed... so good... that what used to be a very ugly Mini Cooper... now just looks like an old junk instead!


Monday, August 20, 2007


There is a tide in the affairs of men, which taken at the flood, leads on to fortune, but omitted, and the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat and we must take the current when it serves or lose the ventures before us.

- Julius Caesar


Saturday, August 18, 2007

What will you do?

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward, or to simply give up.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment who will you be? Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fears bravely and move forward with faith? Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Today, a good friend takes off to a transoceanic land where everything is going to be foreign for her. I bid you good luck, and all the best for your future undertakings. The place is going to be a lot quieter without you. I'm sure we're all going to miss your cheeky smiles and laughter.
See you Lisha when you get back! Don't forget to keep in touch!


Friday, August 17, 2007


Yeah... just did my new banner... nice anot? nice anot?
Anywayz... had a guest blogger today, coz' my colleague had some 'feelings' he needed to let out. LoL... and yeah, no, i don't owe him any money!! =p


Like the father of rap proudly chants it. Changes. Inevitability is inevitable.

One year tomorrow signifies a gargantuan change in life. An anniversary of sorts you might say. Tomorrow will be a year since me and my Her were blessed with each others presence . Isn't it amazing how events can change in the span of merely 364 days; It is truly flabberghasting even if it was for the better or for the worse or the very very extreme worst.

All things said and done (mentally) I had detailed plans to carpe diem, unfortunately, thing's never go as planned. If anything, they go the direct opposite direction. It's like punishing your brakes till you hear an ear-splitting screech and taking a 180 degree turn to cover back the forgotten tracks made only moments earlier. Backtracking. Two steps forward, three steps back. Walking into the past. Alas, such is life. Some say that the higher you are, the harder you fall, I for one, choose to digress. As experienced in the past few days, it is apparent that living conditions are tougher when you're down and life decides to kick you in the gonads. It hurts. A lot.

Anyone reading this must be thinking "poor guy, girlfriend left him". Alas, that is not the case here. Not now at least. That would be bad, really bad. Although with my current streak of bad luck, it is not surprising. Thankfully, She has been nothing but supportive throughout my enduring days and I am nothing but thankful of her presence in my life.

A fool and his gold are soon parted... I am no fool, but indeed I am parted from my gold(if no one caught the hint, i meant money).

p/s : Personal thank you to Alvin for allowing me to get this crap off my chest.
pp/s: WHERE'S MY MONEY@!#)!(#!(!!!!!
ppp/s: Babe, if you're reading this, happy anniversary keke!

edit: It's not Alvin that owes me money hehe

With best regards,


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Rocky Balboa (2006)


Former heavyweight champion Rocky Balboa (Sylvester Stallone) steps out of retirement and back into the ring, pitting himself against a new rival decades after his initial glory. When a computer simulated boxing match declares Rocky Balboa the victor over current champion Mason "The Line" Dixon, the legendary fighter's passion and spirit are reignited. But when his desire to fight in small, regional competitions is trumped by promoters calling for a rematch of the cyber-fight, Balboa must weigh the mental and physical risks of a high profile exhibition match against his need to be in the ring.

As apposse to what many people would think about this movie when they see the title or the cover, is that its gonna be yet another one of those fight movies. Well, its more than just that. The movie concentrates more on the reflection of life, than the fight itself. Shows you how positive a person can be despite the many obstacles that you come across in life. I think a lot of people can manage to relate their life experiences from some parts of the movie. Go pick it up and have a watch in your free time. =)
Here are the 2 main highlights of the movie for me. Have a read of their dialogue. It's a bit of a long read, but i guarantee you won't regret it. The most important parts are highlighted in blue. =)
The first scene is when Rocky is sending Marie home, and he's unsure of what he wants.
The 2nd scene is between Rocky and his son.
*this part is specially dedicated to Lisha*

Rocky: I didn't think this was going to come along

Marie: But this is what you wanted right?

Rocky: You know I talk and I talk, and sometimes I think what I'm saying is true, and then... y'know, I look at myself, and I'm not even sure what is true anymore! Coz' like I push this crazy idea about fighting... i mean, what's it all about? Do I really care about standing toe to toe and all that stuff, or...or like my kid says, its just like, ego? Or am I like this old pub who's just trying to replace old paint with new paint? I don't know... I-I don't know.

Marie: Look, I know i usually don't say a lot... and I'm always listening, and looking and... but... y'know, who you are, y'know, the part of you thats so full of life... i mean... we all have that feeling, that fire, but usually never get a chance to use it, and then it just goes away.

But you can! You've got this oppurtunity, so do it! Why not! I mean, this is who you are. This is who you'll always be. And you don't move aside for nobody until you're ready to move. And it doesn't matter how it looks to other people, all that matters is how it looks to you.
Rocky... Rocky, look at me.
How... it looks... to you.
And if this is something that you wanna do, and if this is something that gotta do, then you do it!
Fighters fight.

Robert: So you nervous about the fight?

Rocky: Scared to death

Robert: You don't look scared

Rocky: I ain't supposed to

Robert: Then you don't have to do it.

Rocky: Yeah, well I think I do.

Robert: Y'know, living with you hasn't been easy. People see me, but they think of you. Now with all this going on, it is gonna be worse than ever.

Rocky: It don't have to be.

Robert: No, sure it does!

Rocky: Why? You got a lot going on kid.

Robert: What? My last name? Thats the reason I got a decent job. Thats the reason why people deal with me in the first place! Now I start to get a little ahead, I start to get a little something for myself, and this happens. Now I'm asking you, as a favor, not to go through with this okay? This is only gonna end up bad for you, and its gonna end up bad for me.

Rocky: You think I'm hurting you?

Robert: Yeah, in a way you are.

Rocky: Thats the last thing I ever wanted to do.

Robert: I know thats not what you wanna do, but thats just the way that it is. Don't you care what people think? Doesn't it bother you, that people are making you out to be a joke, and then I'm gonna be included in that? Do you think thats right? DO YOU?

Rocky: You ain't gonna believe this, but you used to fit right here. I'd hold you up, to say to your mother, "this kid's gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew".

And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you everyday, it was like a privillege. Then the time come for you to be your own man, and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame. Like a big shadow.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. Its a very mean and nasty place. And I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life... but it ain't about how hard you hit, its about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. Thats how winning is done.

Now if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth, but you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody. Corwards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that!

I'm always gonna love you no matter what... no matter what happens. You're my son, you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, you ain't gonna have a life.


Tuesday, August 14, 2007


Damn... scanned my company notebook, was infected with over 90 viruses... wonder where i picked them up from?? Stupid arh! The notebook practically good as dead -_-"

Aih... tomorrow gonna be reformat-PC day for me! Sienz. Crapz.. means i must bring back my laptop to backup my files and my emails.... SIENZ.

Today's car that annoyed me: Nissan Sentra

Today's car that annoyed Gerald: Toyota Corolla
*special tribute coz' his poor HumbleBee kena hit and run*


Monday, August 13, 2007

Cars that annoy you...

On my way to work today, 2 different Perodua Kancils annoyed me. I know la they're accelerating as fast as they can, but please la, driving on the fast late, got a faster car behind (who's late for work!) and a mile of empty road in front of you... have the courtesy to move into the left lane and give way la, please lah. Its frustrating having being forced to overtake u on your left lorh. I quite hate overtaking on the left wan, only do it if i'm forced to, coz' its dangerous man.

Actually come to think of it, the way Malaysians drive sometimes, so very impatient! Surely everyday also will bump into at least 1 car that annoys you, whether or not it involved you or not also sometimes can annoy you; like you being stuck in traffic jam, and you noticed got this car who keeps forcing his way through switching lanes constantly to which ever lane is moving, but alas despite his changing lanes 10 times, he's still only 5 cars ahead of you. Doesn't quite directly involve you, but somehow still annoying to see got people drive like that.


Wednesday, August 08, 2007


Hmmm... my 1st blog post. Not gonna be particularly about anything, but just something to get things started. =p

Still playing around with the functions... blog virgins like me, haiseh, dunno what is what also. Damn noob sialz. =p

Anyway, not gonna talk about myself or introduce myself or anything la, you'll get to know me as time goes by... I wouldn't know what to write lorh if you want me to summarize the past 25 years of my life in a brief introduction. LoL... =p People like me so damn complicated wan... cannot lah, cannot lah. =p You just will just have to read on to get to know me better! hehe...

So yeah, here goes my 1st posting lar. =p Minus the earlier (and already deleted) test posting that is... hahaha.